i need

something to blog about -_____- i havent had annyything to write in a while and nothing is coming to mind now blehhhh .

Sorry , I took so long .

Check out the mixtape by my bigBABEZ :
http://www.datpiff.com/Dj_Nice_MarzBlack_No_Longer_Surfaced.m102730.html

I got my pictures today :

And everyone says i look like mami -_-

I wish

Misterjulio stilll lives in New york when i move there . thats probably not gonna happen but i can dream . He will bee the bestest bestfriend i could ever ask for . He knows how to turn my frown upside down w.o needing to try hard . julio i love you bigBABY

Dear Blogspot,

I haven't writtten in a while i'm sorrry :/

Dear Blogspot,

Today was better then yesterday in a way . i reallly dont have anything to say . I might be going to miami tomorrow :) i talked to my favorite person today jonathan <3 funniest cousin ever i love him and miss him very very much. he slippped yesterday and felll down some stairs hahahhaa



-Dear summer , would you hurry up and come . yours truly melissa <3

Ignorance to bliss, ignorance to love and i need that ...

I feel like i'm going crazy . I feel whole when i talk to youand empty when i dont. I write your name on my hand and on my papers. i know i'm lame:x I think of you every waking moment and i dream of you every sleeping one . I wish i could be with you and i can't wait till i am . I hate that i moved and i hate we didnt realize these feelings earlier . Your the one that I want and nobody else .





If you read this tell me how you feel about it and you know who you are <3

Dear Blogspot,

My day was alright you can say , it could have been better but then again it could have been worst. I talked to him<3 today and it was alright. My twin sat w. me at lunch :) and i got my toes done but one of them got messed up but shhh don't tell mami . I just finish watching 16 & pregnant and the girl is a bitch to her mom smh . These pills I'm taking feels like their stuck in my throat. well i'm going to go do my note cards .




"If your mature to have sex , your mature to carry your baby."

Dear Blogspot,

My day was lame you can say and I have tons of hmwk -_- and that boy next dooor hasn't text me alll day :( not even a gooodmorning. I usuallly get tons of text from him on mondays. I feel Depressed not because of that tho .I reallly wish I wasnt in florida i miss my real home. And the bigbabez has to move to svl already im going crazy. My ankle is healing slowly thats some kind of a plus. i know i'm being lazy on not writing proper and i'm sorrry for that. Well i'm off to start me hmwk .


-"It's my time"

Dear Blogspot

I think I'm going to make you my public diary as well as where I shared my thoughts. But I'm going to sleep for now <3 see you tomorrow .






-"Nothing is ever lost"